There’s so many people I miss talking to, especially one person. I told them everything joked around with them and said things to him I wouldn’t say to anybody else. But now things are different we barely look at each other any more and it kills me inside, every time I see them I hold my breath and ask god to make sure I look good. I usually move on and find somebody else. For the first time I can’t move on. I know if we start talking again it will never be the same as before and that fucking sucks.